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Wednesday, July 18, 2012

When I'm feeling all down and shitty, it takes only good music to calm me. That easy. 

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

Fix me.

Just how many of you feel like you're only living to please others than living to please yourselves? Yes, I do feel that most of the times. Sad to say this but I'm sure I worry more bout what others thinks of me and what kind of an impression I'll leave more than they'll ever care.

Pardon my rants but I just had to. I need someone to talk to but it's hard to express. I need someone to understand but I'm too shy to ask. The irony... So anyway, here's a quick update with photos taken recently! Shall try to nap for awhile after I get this done. Have got work later on ): My life these days? Home>Work>Marc>Sleep. So bloody lifeless ya?

In the salon waiting for Marc Marc to get his hair done!

& bowling last weekend! Gosh I suck at bowling.

Omg his feets are HUGE right?! Mine looks so puny beside his...
Told ya I sucked at bowling!

Went to have waffles for supper before bowling! Not the best waffles I've ever had but still, anything sweet is always delish!
Fruity pebbles and m&m's for toppings! Both me and Marc's favourites. 

And random photos from both our instagram!
Found this set of pictures below in Marc's phone! Adorable huh...fancy taking pictures of me while webcamming. Who ever does that nowadays? Hahahahaha.

I know I do mention a lot about Marcus in my blog but that's only because I know he loves reading it. Whenever he knows I'll be doing a post to update my blog, he'll be like "Is it gonna be about me??? Blog about me la I want to read. Please please please?" Hehehehe. So very Marcus Chan!!! Nevertheless, whether I blog about him or not, he still reads my blog every time I update. My very faithful reader. (: 

Sunday, July 8, 2012

Be happy for me.

It's always more painful to hear upsetting words from people I love or those closer to me. It's always more saddening to not have that bunch of people to be happy for me regardless of whatever decisions I've made in life. "Be happy for me," I said. "Be happy for me like how I've been happy for you and all the decisions you made."

Friday, July 6, 2012


Good 12am everyone! How was your Friday night? Cause I've been wasting mine away with sleep. Yes, horrible and what a waste, I know. Anyway, just thought I'll get a post done since I've got nothing better to do. Just a few pictures taken this past few days. Most of which are already in instagram so for those who hasn't followed me yet, follow me here (I do update instagram more often than I do update my blog) -

Yes I know, I gained weight recently and I have proof - 
(about 5 weeks ago)
 (about 3 weeks ago)

And me now. Haha what a difference I must say! Still thinking if I should get back to dieting though... And you know what I hate most about people? First they tell me it'll be perfect if I could lose a couple of kilos and when I've actually lost that amount of weight, they'll tell me to gain that couple of kilos back and I'll be just perfect. Oh really? 
#ootd shot taken after I was done with the interview. So glad I left my old job for this better paying job opportunity! Cant wait for work to start!!!

The boyfriend & I. Haha. Best camwhoring partner. Ever.
Fyi, the both of us has moles at this similar spot on our face. His, on the top left eye and mine on the right. I didn't used to have this mole on my eye though, started developing about few months after I got together with him. Hahaha that's just plain weird I know and it might have developed there due to not removing my eye make up properly. SO to anyone out there, if you do ever wanna get a mole or what they call a beauty mark (???) somewhere on your face, don't clean your face properly LOL. Just kidding la you'll only end up with more pimples so better clean your face properly esp when you have makeup on!
Coincidentally did the same pose as him hahaha or can I just say we have this really strong telepathy with each other?
Guess that's just about how long this post will be!

Oh! And I need a favor from you guys! I'll be really really thankful if you could help me a tiny bit by reporting this guy named CHOON BOON on facebook. I don't usually make a big fuss out of people who uses my pictures on fb or people who tries talking to me crudely (eg asking for sexual commitments in exchange for money etc) cause at most I'll just ignore them totally before having them reported. I'm sure many of you girls out there has experienced this kinda situation right? This fella here, has the cheek to continue harassing me even after I had him reported. This has been going on for about a month now. Ridiculous and bloody irritating. Seriously. He then went on to using my picture as his fb header. Didn't know bout it only after I received a text from my friend and since I had him reported, I wasn't able to see his profile.
Not only that. He had his friends to facebook inbox me and you know just how irritating it is to be receiving spammed messages which doesn't make any sense at all? Not only for my 1st account but for my 2nd account as well. Feel my frustration people! It really is very very very annoying.
And to think that he actually created a twitter account to harass me there as well. 

Oh please, someone put a stop to this. I'm sure he's harassing many other girls out there as well . Just want this barbaric person to stop pestering me. It's been more than a month already. My goodness....

Monday, July 2, 2012

Goodness for the skin.

Hey beauty junkies! As promised, I am here with a post on my updated skincare regime. It is good to change your skincare regime and products from time to time because the condition of your skin won't stay the same for long so it's better to get something that sees to the needs of your skin regularly to keep it at it's best. Like they say, early prevention is always better than cure. (:

So about a month ago, I started "trying" this vitamin essence out cause my mum said it worked wonders for her skin so why not right? Initially she bought this only because she wanted the salesperson to shut up so she could do her shopping peacefully. LOL yep. And to think that it really was worth the buy. I could see difference overnight and all it took was just 2-3 pumps of this! So I did a research on the brand before using it religiously. From what I know, Pacomeri is an established skincare brand in Korea since 2005 and advanced its way to Singapore grounds in 2008! All my pimple scars were lightened a whole lot and it really has a way with pimples! (that partly explains why I could skip application of powdered foundation on my face these days) And every single time I feel a pimple forming, I'll just pile on this vitamin essence on the growing disaster the night before and voila! Good riddance the next morning. It also reduces blemishes and prevents wrinkle formation with it's papaya extracts! You girls can get this product off the racks at any British Essentials outlets for nothing more than $80 per bottle. It can last for quite a bit surprisingly. I've been sharing a bottle with my mum for about a month and a half now and we're only halfway through using all of it! Definitely getting more when it runs out. One of the best serums I've ever tried.
Pacomeri Vitamin Essence.

Really interested in trying the high moisturizing mask pack from them too! It comes with a neck mask and I heard it hydrates like crazy. Perfect treat for the skin. 
Bought a cleanser from Sephora about a month back too. Try googling up Ole Henriksen! Seen plenty of good reviews on Sephora's website on the product itself. By far the best cleanser I've tried for now. It not only cleanses but removes makeup too! Not many cleansers are able to do that right? It has this really really nice citrusy smell and it pulls dirt out really well too, no second washes are needed. One major problem us girls are prone to breakouts is partly because of our poor makeup removal techniques and with this I can put my mind to rest...for a bit at least. I used to have huge ass pores which are constantly clogged but after using this, my pores shrunk so much in size and are rarely clogged! My face looks a lot clearer now and feels baby soft. Available at any Sephora outlets for less than $40 if I'm not wrong. Both me & Marc might be sticking to this cleanser for a long long time hehe.

Yes yes, my boyfriend was kind of a guinea pig and I pleaded him to try both products on since he has millia and it worked really well on his skin too! Just yesterday I remembered asking him why is his complexion getting better and fairer as days pass ah? No more tiny millia breakouts too! Then I remembered I am the answer to his beautiful pretty skin now hehehehe JUST KIDDING! Anyway, he's been using it for only a few days and his complexion is close to flawless now omg and I'm nowhere close. Cant find any reasons why you girls shouldn't try this cleanser out cause I'm looking forward to giving ALL their other products a try!

Ole Henriksen African red tea foaming cleanser.

Hope this post helped in a way or two for those who've asked and are in a search for a good cleanser or a serum. Good luck. X

Sunday, July 1, 2012

What happened?

So about a month ago, both me & Marc decided to call it quits. I believe that didn't came as a big surprise to the both of us cause we've been there, done that so so many times. Till I thought, "You've had enough. Don't waste your life on a guy who's always asking you to leave. Its time to wake up." My very last memory of him wasn't a really fond one but I admit I was the one who really left. I left him hanging the way he left me hanging. And yes, there were the good times but when you find yourself crying and being so upset over the one who's supposed to bring you happiness instead, is really just wrong. So I decided to move on with life and start prioritizing.

I was doing really well forgetting him actually. Getting to know different kinds of people, everything. I straightened out my life a whole lot somehow. I started going home every single day after work and spent the right amount of time with the right people. My mind almost completely taken off everything that has to do with Marcus. I didn't cry or budge when I see him tweeting hurtful things or talking/getting to know other girls and many other ridiculous things which I choose not to mention here. But at the end of the day, deep down I know I still care.....those who knew me well enough knows.

Long story short, I went to pick my stuffs up from him few days ago and that was when we finally came to this conclusion - to work things out. Deep inside I was really really scared to give that one last chance cause I've given plenty and all I got in return was dissappointment. I was somehow reluctant to give up the life I've "prioritized" and it feels like all the walls I built round my heart came crashing down in vain just like that. But guess what? He really is a changed man. It was really shocking to see him trying and changing THIS much. He's been waking up really really early just to have breakfast with me before sending me off to work and makes it a habit to take me out to dinner after I end work. He lets me be the decisionmaker now and he'll cancel plans with his friends if he knows it's far too late to be out whenever I have work the day after. He lets me have so much sleep and advices me to spend more time with my family. There's just too many changes to list it all down here but I'm glad I gave him this chance. They say that people change with time but during this period apart, I just got to realize that sometimes, it's time that changes people. 

Anyway, pictures below were taken bout a few days back.

Dinnner wtih Marc Marc. :D

And photos taken on webcam hehehe.